Blogger ka na rin pala. Last night, I read your personal journal, from the first post to the last. Your wedding preps, your civil wedding, your honeymoon, your baby posts. I pored through your pics sa Flickr. Sumakit na naman ang mata ko. I’m sure, if asked, I can never answer why I did it. Ang alam ko lang, you were a part of my life.

A long time ago, I thought I fell in love with a friend of yours. I was happy while it lasted, kahi’t ilang araw lang tumagal. In one of our chats, he told me a story. He told me about you. Ikinuwento niya kung paano mo siya pinilit na basahin ang mga kwento ni Ella sa Confessions ni number 88. That was before you left for abroad, I think.

He said you were his best girlbuddy. That you knew about our ill fated love story because you were his only confidante…lalo na ang tungkol sa akin. I was so intrigued by you, dear. And with that nick, who wouldn’t be? How’s the royal cat, by the way?

Noon pa kita gustong makausap, makilala. Madalas sabay pa tayong ka-chat ng friend mo. Hindi lang isang beses kong ni-request sa kanya na ipakilala ka sa akin. Ang sagot niya lagi, masyado kang busy sa lablayp mo. When I read your journal, nakumbinsi ako. Inlab ka nga that time. It was fairy tale-ish how that love turned out. I’m so happy for you.

Minsan, nag-comment ka sa isang post ko, twice actually. When I read your name, parang kinurot ang puso ko. Hindi ko maipaliwanag ang naramdaman ko. It brought back happy memories. And sad moments, too. As if I got a letter from an old friend.

Feeling ko hindi mo alam na special ka sa akin. I really can’t explain why but you are. Masaya ako dahil nag-blog ka na. Sa wakas, nakilala na rin kita. Nakita ko na ang pics mo at ang love of your life din. Kahi’t nag-mukha na naman akong stalker sa kababasa ng blog(s) mo.

It’s fine kahit one year late na ako. Knowing you last night made my day. My entire week actually. If it means anything, your dreams coming true made me very, very happy. And I’m sure you will be the best mommy ever. Say hello to CG for me, ok?

P.S. I love your wedding gown. It’s so classy.